I always knew this day would come. It was just a matter of time.
I’ve given the album collection to Andy to sell Almond River Records
They’re gone.
It was that or pay someone a lot of money to move 48 boxes into the new house, where I’d have to accommodate them and I just couldn’t face that.
It’s a big moment and since I did it, some have sold for about £2,000 and Andy hasn’t even skimmed the surface yet. Once the decision was made, I didn’t look back or even feel bad. I’d made peace with myself about it. I always knew that the deal is, you pass the music on and that I was only the custodian while I had them.
That was what I always loved about collecting. It’s philosophical. There’s none of the preciousness of owning a possession and being defensive about it. You pass it all on. Collecting them was half my life’s work, since I sold the first collection in 1989 and I loved every minute crate digging and wading through charity shop junk. In fact I might do it all again. There’s a record shop in Montrose, they won’t know what’s hit them when I turn up. and I realised that at least 50% of the fun is the scouring, finding and buying.
I kept a handful of favourites that I listen to a lot but records I didn’t even remember having have all gone and boosted Andy’s stock by over 50%!
They’ll take years to sell and will be a nice wee income stream hopefully but it’s time for someone else to enjoy them.
I plan to continue collecting on a much more selective basis. Previously, I went for volume, buying dozens of records at once, from the Carpenters to Commander Cody. But the glory days of the cheap album are long behind us now, back when it was unfashionable and vinyl was disregarded as old fashioned.
But about 500 great albums and rarities would be nice. Dawn reckons it’ll get out of control again and I won’t be able to stop myself and before you know it I’ll be buying Leo Kottke albums. However, I think I will be able to. I might be fooling myself but there’s a point when they take up and weigh so much that they do become a burden and that time is now.
I’d already sold all the singles to another dealer and I took a box of cassettes to the dump. I didn’t know if they’d even play, as a lot were 40-50 years old. I gave away almost all our books too. The funny thing is, once you’ve let things go, you never even think about them. I’m like that writing books. Once they’re published, I can’t even remember more than a few storylines. Luckily, my editor keeps an encyclopedia of characters and which books they have a presence in.
I suppose material possessions are, per force, transient things and as life progresses their importance perhaps wanes being supplanted by living in the now as time runs out.
Even 30 years ago, I knew this day would come, I just put it to the back of my mind. And considering their importance in my life for so long, I can’t really say I miss them, all of which makes me wonder how much I was really attached to them in the first place!

6 comments
Thanks for all the comments. I think the best way to think about ‘disposal’ problems is to recognise that though you’ve had some of them so long, you have a duty to pass the music on. In my case, its how I got most of them in the first place. I see it as part of the deal in the first place. It’s a positive thing really, that’s how I view it. It was never an investment it was a passion and you don’t lose that with the records. The hard thing is you are defacto acknowledging your own mortality and that’s an angst we all have to face, as much as I know we never felt we’d have to.
Love to you all
Sad and necessary . Sold all my records 10 years ago. Hope some other enjoy them as much as I’ve done.
Good luck with the life minus records.
Mikael
I’ve been agonizing over what’s going to happen to my large cd collection (mostly 70’s British Prog and hard rock) should I get rid of them before I pass(over 70 two time cancer survivor) or leave directions for daughters to take care of them. Just need to know someone will have and enjoy them is my main concern about mortality…Cheers, Milt the cool
That’s an admirable thing to have done. It is hard to let go of things until you achieve the right frame of mind, a personal nirvana. We haven’t reached that yet and are drowning in books and cds. Sigh.
Good luck to you Colin. Yeah I should write about some Australian bands like Skyhooks and Cold Chisel.